Fasting is easier than trying to control myself once I start eating
20 ; SW: 140 CW: 130 GW1: 130!!🤗GW2: 120 GW3: 110 GW4: 100-105 UGW: 90
Fasting is easier than trying to control myself once I start eating
I hate that this is so true for me.
You could have…
* a flat tummy
* a small waist
* pronounced collar bones
* protruding hip bones
* thin legs
* a thigh gap
* dainty wrists and hands
* perfection
Or you can have…
* pizza
* chips
* fries
* burgers
* chocolate
* candy
* cake
* junk food
But you can not have both.
Your decision.
You could have…
* a flat tummy
* a small waist
* pronounced collar bones
* protruding hip bones
* thin legs
* a thigh gap
* dainty wrists and hands
* perfection
Or you can have…
* pizza
* chips
* fries
* burgers
* chocolate
* candy
* cake
* junk food
But you can not have both.
Your decision.
🌙
You don’t live to eat, you eat to live.
Skinny girls don’t eat.
Skinny to bed, skinny to rise makes a girl a smaller size.
Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
Because I’m a lil tired of the typical “I want a guy to notice me”… I just want something real
When you’re thin:
~you will feel your shoulder blades trying to slice through your back like bony little wings
~your under eye circles will become magnificent, like watercolour pools showing your dedication to this skinny hell
~your waist will be so tiny, everyone will have to wrap their arms around up to the elbows to hug you
~your bony knees knock together when you sit in your seat in the classroom, it’s a little uncomfortable but your thighs are so far apart it’s like they’re estranged sisters at thanksgiving dinner
~you’re so lightheaded, that you see stars all the time- your world has turned into a fucked up planetarium
~those collar bones don’t just “hold water”- they cut glass. They are clavicles some people would die for
~the boniness of your fingers feel so good clasped in the hand of another, like a string of pearls wrapped in silk
~you stay home instead of eating out with your friends- it’s bittersweet. You draw pictures of food instead, you work out, or drink tea.
~people will be a little scared or worried around you. You won’t mean to- but your body is too fluttery for them not to feel a little unnerved
💫thinspo imagines💫
*i’ve never been at my ideal weight before so this is all a first to me*
*use this as motivation*
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1. buy a bunch of shit that is low waist. jeans, skirts, shorts and stomach will stay in place.
2. leggings. yoga pants. tights. finally.
3. give/throw away old clothes that are too big. start over with the wardrobe.
4. one word, bikinis.
5. go to a restaurant/any food place that i’m craving and for once enjoy the food and not regret anything.
6. take pictures. lots and lots of pictures. fill up my insta feed with the new skinny me (:
7. congratulate myself for all the hard work i’ve done. buy something cool as a reward. (i love makeup)
8. try on clothes i’ve never tried on before.
9. buy a bunch of chokers. (to compliment by skinny neck and collarbones)
10. get a full tan. on my entire body. because i don’t have to hide anything anymore
11. go hiking with just a sports bra on. (just like the other girls!!)
12. create a new diet plan. a lifestyle that will sustain my ideal weight and not make me gain everything back.
13. post a before and after pic on here. #thinspo
I don’t care how good it smells
I don’t care how hungry you are
I don’t care that someone got it for you
I don’t care that someone made it for you
Suck it. The fuck. Up.
You think this shit is supposed to be easy? You think that it’s just a matter of skipping a meal now and then and exercising a little?
Wake up sweetheart: it’s not. If it was easy then everyone would have that flat waist, skinny legs, and prominent collarbones you so desperately crave.
So it’s time to choose which craving is more important.
Fit or food.
The choice is yours.
Don’t fuck it up.
As someone who can not control themselves when they start eating I FUCKING HATE when I see things like “you can have some chocolate, it’s okay, just have a small piece”. Like? I can not have ONE piece and then put it away, once I start I will finish the entire chocolate bar and most likely start looking for other things to eat as well.
“I just want to die. Everything hurts. I feel like
vomiting. All my week’s progress fucked up. I hate food. I gained so much from
this. I hate myself. I’m disgusting and I have no self control. No
wonder I’m so fat. I’m so tired of starting over. I’m tired of saying I’ll start again tomorrow. I always say that but it never happens. I wish I never ate. I
could have drank water instead. I could be skinny and happy by now. I
never learn. That wasn’t worth it. I wish I could turn back time. I wish I never ate in the first place. “
If you develop an eating disorder when you are already thin to begin with, you go to the hospital. If you develop an eating disorder when you are not thin to begin with, you are a success story